grab my glasses, i'm out the door, i'm gonna hit this city.

i want/need new black sunglassies bc mine broke and all i'm left with are these blue ones that don't really go with everything. so if i'm getting black ones, i want them to be like this:

breakfast at tiffany's, of course.

now here's where it gets difficult...i need help. there are four options. they're all the same price. they all look kind of similar, but i'm still not sure which ones i like/which ones are the most audrey-ish. did i mention that audrey-ability is one of the criteria? haha and here we go:

option 1.

option 2.

option 3.

option 4.

post-project cleaning.

monica's secret closet.

last night i watched the one with the stain right before bed [as per my new nightly routine, so its like rachel, summer, and i are watching friends all together] and it motivated me to clean my room for this week. it's my weekly goal. ambitious, right?

and i'm FINALLY going to get a new moleskine today! yayyy! i feel like i can't process my tokyo trip without journalling it out. and i can't journal it out without a sufficient journal. yea, i know, i'm a kook, too.

paul frank.

these are my new headphones for my very old ipod. how cute are they??? lol plus they're gonna be great when i'm on the plane and needing to cancel out the noise. i'm so excited to use them! :D

monica.

i want my hair to grow out like monicas. lol
watching friends whilst packing is so good :]

post-grad.

disclaimer: i'm so tired, which means there is bound to be typos galore and bad grammar. but i'm finally done.

and i'm all moved out.
and the email i was expecting today never came. so i'm thinking it never will, which is fine with me.

today:
woke up @8...then 805...810...815...820...830.
left LA @9.
arrived at apartment @1045.
cleaned. scrubbed. vacuumed. wiped. moved.
teary goodbye with summer and rachel. if i think about it too much i might start crying again. so moving right along:
carpet man didn't come until i called him @1230.
dropped off keys.
went to sbucks and gave the cashier 3 $5s and 2 quarters when the total was $7.30...and then i turned around and saw my phone lying on a table waiting for me to lose it. i was really really tired.
went to the bkstore and bought my 20% off ucsb tshirt.
took alona's postcard to the bella.
dropped off the cable box @cox.
4pm: went to the shack @carp. (its really called the spot, but i really have a hard time remembering that)
stopped in camarillo. went to the disney outlet and almost bought myself an $8 naveen doll. but i really wanted a tiana and there were none. it took all of my willpower to leave when selena was singing "naturally" on the tv.
bought some tokyo-appropriate clothing that were some good deals :] (i dont know how to make that grammatically correct right now)
listened to wicked on the way home.
tried to get internet on my laptop, but it can't find the network. and now i'm bummed bc i really wanted to see if rach & sum had come home to the virtual apartment we share.
oh and i checked gold and i passed my feminism+art history class! whew, i was really worried. my gpa's shot, but at least i dont have to redo anything.
i think i'm gonna get in bed and then spend all day tomorrow unpacking and finding my stuff. and painting my nails with the amazing new polish i bought with rachel and matches with summer. haha

kathleen kelly.

this is my favorite movie.
and she's one of the best heroines ever written.

"Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life - well, valuable, but small - and sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because I haven't been brave? So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around? I don't really want an answer. I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void. So good night, dear void."

the beginning of the end.

after only a couple hours of that sleep you cry yourself to, i woke up and was so out of it i thought maybe i dreamt up evvvverything from yesterday. turns out, nope. i'm still waiting on that heartbreaking email to come my way.


this song has been stuck in my head since the idol finale [man is she wonderful], but only recently was i listening to the words. & now it's on the rotation.

Undo It
carrie underwood.

I should have known by the way you passed me by
There was something in your eyes and it wasn't right
I should have walked but I never had the chance
Everything got out of hand and I let it slide

Now I only have myself to blame for falling for your stupid games
I wish my life could be the way it was before I saw your face

You stole my happy, you made me cry
Took the lonely and took me for a ride
And I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it
You had my heart, now I want it back
I'm starting to see everything you lack
Boy, you blew it, you put me through it
I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it

Na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na

Now your photos don't have a picture frame
And I never say your name and I never will
And all your things, well I threw them in the trash
And I'm not even sad

Now you only have yourself to blame for playing all those stupid games
You're always gonna be the same and, oh no, you'll never change

You stole my happy, you made me cry
Took the lonely and took me for a ride
And I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it
You had my heart, now I want it back
I'm starting to see everything you lack
Boy, you blew it, you put me through it
I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it

Na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na

You want my future, you can't have it
http://www.elyricsworld.com/undo_it_lyrics_carrie_underwood.html
I'm still trying to erase you from my past
I need you gone so fast

You stole my happy, you made me cry
Took the lonely and took me for a ride
And I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it
You had my heart, now I want it back
I'm starting to see everything you lack
Boy, you blew it, you put me through it
I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it

You stole my happy, you made me cry
Took the lonely and took me for a ride
Boy, you blew it, you put me through it
I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it