daytum.

so lately i've been using daytum to help me keep track of random stats in my life and i like it. lots. i feel so accomplished when i see how many books i've read! haha and i like knowing how often i wear different pairs of shoes so that when the time comes, i'll know which pairs i should give away.

i'm applying for tokyo summer project right now and feel like satan really does not want me to go because the inadequacy i'm feeling is definitely not of the Lord. but last night, ashley, alona, sarah, rachel and jhila gave me some good insight specifically about my application and i think i'm going to be alright. and if im not accepted, then it's not the right timing. because like sarah b shared last year regarding turkey, i feel like God is really calling me there, but maybe this summer is not the time. maybe filling out this application is just part of the bigger picture, the process of preparing me for a later time.